hmmm..
this is the 1st blog on blogspot.com.
guess what? i have decided to do blogging again!!
really don't know why.. maybe i feel that i could express my feeling by blogginh my shits on a website rather than telling people and making people think that i'm trying to get their symphaties..

i love him.. i really love him..
i haven't fallen in love for a person so deeply for so so long..
i'm scared.. i'm scared that i'll get hurt..
i'm sick of being hurt..
i just can't let go someone who i really really love.. i love him tooo tooo much to let go.. i will never able to survive without him.. he has become the sources of my life.. my heart, my soul and my spirit are all with him.. i have no mood to do anything.. i don't have appetite to eat.. maybe i should be starved to death, at least that will make me feel better..

baby, i just want to tell you that I LOVE YOU and it's from the bottom of my heart.. i will never lie to you.. i would rather myself who swallows all the pain and heartbrokens than you. you mean the world to me and the world means nothing to me when you're not around.


gary

*moody*