"The Depth of A Sea and The Height of The Sky."

Hmmm.. People, Tonight i'm here to write how much
my BabySamuel loves me and how much I love him in return.

Hmmm..
Well, it's kinda hard to tell how much my BabySamuel loves me but...
i'm sure that he loves me a lot cuz...
He never gave up on me after being disappointed for a lot of times by me. Here i would like to take the chance to tell him that i'm sorry baby.
He is the one who teaching me how to love a person truthfully and faithfully..
He is trying to change me to a good lover from a lame lover even though he realized that it kinda hard.
He dropped his tears for me whenever i made him upset..
He tells me about his feelings toward me.
He remembers every single conversation between us but sometimes he will add on a little "decoration" after reading my blog. P/S: Baby, i did remember what i said to you.
He calls me in the middle of the night just to tell that he loves me.
He always tease me with his silliness and i enjoy it a lot.
He makes me smile everytime he appears on my mind.
He makes me smile with every single text messages he sent to me.
He makes me smile with his cute cute voice.
He makes me smile when he is pretending that he's only a 3 years old boy. *Barney or Purple Dino* He will do anything just to make me smile.
He doesn't like to see me cry.
He wants me to be the reason of his happiness.
He always misses me.
He wants me to suck his... teee heee.. people don't think dirty ok? his toe with jerky's urine.
He takes the risk of being scolded by his daddy just to call me and talk to me.
He promises me that he will cook pasta for me.
He never wants me to be happy becuz he is happy.
He wants me to be happy becuz i'm happy.
He draws me sillie pictures on msn just to win my heart and make me smile!!
These are some of the pictures he drew for me.






OK. Now let's talk about how much i LOVE him.
I love him becuz he makes me feel.
I miss him whenever he is not chatting or talking on the phone with me.
I want him to be the reason of my happiness.
I want to spend my whole life on loving him.
I call him as much as i could just to hear his sweet voice.
Anything from him can cause a massive affect on me.
He is the one that makes me feel loved again after a long time.
His voice makes me feel so comfortable.
I would give up what i have just to be with him for the rest of my life.
I want him to be happy for all the time.
I want to see him smile every single moment of the hour.
My heart beats faster whenever i'm talking to you.
A simple text message from you could make me smile for minutes.
I'll never able to survive without him loving me.
I can't lose him.
I want him to be mine for the rest of my life.
I wish to kiss his forehead everynight before he goes to bed.
I want him to be the happiest person on the earth.
I wouldn't want anything but him in this world.
When i say "I Love You", i really mean it.
I do cry myself to bed when you're on my mind.
I miss you for all the time.
I'm crazy for you.
I can read your mind. blek!! =P
I stay in front of the computer just to wait for you.
I want to call you in the middle of the night when i miss you but i don't want to wake you up.
I'll listen to everything you say to me.
I'm quitting smoking becuz you dislike me to smoke. *with exception*
I'm so in love with you.
I can be sillier for you.
I can be your clown to make you happy.
I can be your slave. *i know you want me to*
I can be anything you want with no condition.
I can stay awake just to see you sleeping.
I can sacrifice myself for you.
I would do anything, just for you.
You're the only one that i really want to love until the day i die.
I Love You, BabySamuel.

Have you guys ever thought that how would my baby look like?
Here is his picture.
That's him!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, BABY!!
there is not word that can ever describe how much i love you.
My love to you is endless and eternally.
I LOVE YOU!

Baby, i really hope that you'll win the competition!!
I'm praying for you!!
You must win!! blek!!! =P
I LOVE YOU!!!

muahhhhhh!!
I WILL ONLY LOVE YOU.!.!.



Much love,
Your BabyGary.