It was 24/04/2006..
Baby and i went to JB together with Liting and Esther.
When we 1st arrived in JB, we went to City Square to get Auntie Annie while Liting and Esther went to have their money changed.
And then we went to Mcdonald to get our drinks.
After that we decided to take a taxi to a huge ass jusco.. somewhere out there. This picture was taken in the taxi.
and guess what.. We took some "da tou zhao(in mandarin) together. Next, we went to karaoke. Red Box... and then we sang our throat out.. oh yea.. not to be forgotten.. the karaoke section came with buffet but the food sucked big time.. so my baby and Esther went to buy some food and then sneaked into the karaoke room. I never expected that baby would buy me "Char Siew Rice" cuz i mentioned about eating it. I was touched by the moment. I really felt like hugging him to cry but then i didn't cuz i really didn't want to spoil their moods. LoL!
The "Char Siew Rice" by my baby. Looks gross huh?
As the ciggies in singapore are hella expensive so we decided to sneak some back to singapore from Johore..
Fucking expensive huh? About the same price with USA. Duhh.
But as you know, shit happened..
I was caught for bringing ciggies in..
And the fucking staff in the immigration department was like shit.
I asked.. "can i just throw it away instead of paying the tax?"
He said.. " Who said you can throw it away, you should feel lucky that we only charge you the taxes and didn't fine you."
So.. here is what i've got after paying S$7.45.

A receipt. hahaha!!!
On the bus.. Liting looked upset and i didn't know what was wrong until Esther told me that she was worried about her brother. He brother had been retained in the Ang Mo Kio police station as he tore some stupid fella's underwear. LOL.
Again, we took some random picture while we were in the MRT(i supposed).
Guess who is missing? My baby.. cuz he was busy smsing and i supposed that he was angry with me.
And then i really didn't know what was wrong..
as we reached Ang Mo Kio MRT station, i really didn't feel like talking to my baby and then i was trying to be alone..
I remembered that Esther needed to pee but the station was closed so she went to the back street of the station and had a pee over there..
According to Liting.. she peed on her leg as well. YUCKS!!!
So, o went to another side and trying to calm down cuz i had so many things in my heart and mind.
At last i couldn't hold my tears anymore and i cried..
Liting was crying too.
I really didn't know what was wrong.
After all the craps.. we walked to the police station and Baby and Liting went inside while Esther and i were waiting outside..
Esther was extremely daring that night.. she littered in front of the police station. hahaha!!!
After all, we went home.. that night..
I was trying not to think that much but then he asked me to find someone ellse instead of wating for him.. again.. i cried my lung out.
By that time, i hated to see him. i just can't stand with his face.. when i saw his face, i felt like my heart was breaking into pieces, i just couldn't stop crying.
So i decided to leave for good. That night, i left to sengkang park alone.. it was the most horrible night i had in my life. I kept asking myself, why did he give me so much hope but then he took everything away. I was feeling scared and it was cold but i was really really sad. That time i realized that the greatest pain isn't the injuries on the layer of the skin but it's in your heart. It feels like your heart is being sliced off layer by layer.
While i was in the park he sent me some msgs and ask me to go back.
But i know clearly that i love him a lot.. so i decided to go back.
He was having a bad gastric pain. He looked so suffering.
I wanted to make him a cup of hot chocolate but unluckily his brother arrived home.. I'm sorry that i couldn't do anything.
That night i ended up crying the whole night and had my eye swollen.

I still love him like seriously a lot even though there is danger in loving somebody too much.

gary--