"Trusts"
Im sick of being myself.
Im sick of being around.
Im sick of never being good..
or at least to you, not good enough.
I wish I was like him..
who you obviously adore.
because I really love you
for now and ever more.

I wish you understood
the pain I feel inside
everytime you mention his name
Do you think I would feel right?

I wish you really cared..
and didnt treat me this way.
being so loving when its just you and me.
but when he's not around, you turn away.

I wish I hadnt let you..
I wish I had said no.
but now its too late.
I trusted you.
when will this feeling go?